Hell
Friday, August 13, 2010
I feel myself in hell now. Do you , you , you or you know i need you right now? None of you know i guess. Forget it. You know i really feel so tired. I got problems. I wish to say. In another hand i wish people can see i am in full of trouble and asked me. Or accompany me. Or talk to me. Or anything. They always like this. I don't know why. I really don't know. I fucking swear i never want to push her away. I fucking swear i did my duty. I fucking swear i dislike you all now. You all don't know and don't even see the picture of it and you think we trying to push her away. What is this? You both don't fucking know what is happening and dare you to blame us. So what if i don't have the rights to lecture you all. I am doing right now. If you loved her, you won't wait until now and bring her up. Gosh. What's the meaning of we are too much? Aren't you the one? You don't think i don't know okay. You all always find EXCUSE. Who is the one who say "i buy car because i want to bring her go out" WHO is the one?!!!! WHO?! You think i don't know your scared of trouble too? SWEAR IT if you are not! Who is the one who take care her the most? WHO is the one? Want to challenge is it? You think i don't want her is it? Who is the one who don't want her? WHO?! You want to say who right? We shall see. If you read it. Just stay silent and pretend nothing happen. Because i won't give your for free scolding. I mean it. If my above sentence is all wrong. Then you all should not be so agitated.
♥ Its alright because i love the way it hurts
@ 4:15 AM